I catch the train

All the time I am hearing a train sound, especially at night, and whenever I live I hear that sound. It happened in Egypt and even here in the Netherlands and usually, I prefer to ride the train more than any other public transportation.

I can't count all that I saw or heard on the train but I can say that I enjoy observing people there and wondering how all of us are on board with the same destination and how the butterfly effect can apply a lot in this situation, you could find your soulmate here, you could be trapped with them and a lot of ideas comes to my mind and that's part of the fascinating ride on a train.

1 year ago I was going to my therapist in Amsterdam and we were running after a train at 8 am and for a moment I fell in. Now I can say that I catch my train and restored my life and I feel daily whenever I cycle to my work when I tell people that I am working again. I am above the moon and I am completely satisfied, I won as usual and I know it but it cost me a lot 

Catching this train cost me a lot and still but it was a war that I have to win and I realize peacefully that now this transition state get to an end and I am waiting for the feelings That I had for years in Egypt of boredom and being exhausted but maybe that's the right moment to start a new job, knowing exactly what I do like and start doing it.