Netflix

When I'm gonna watching something on Netflix, I expect a homo sex scene is coming and it's exciting seeing our stuffs filmed and everyone watching makes it sort of natural like heterosexual sex.

But in comparison to me , I'm not this trustful guy who easily take off his shirt and go with the flow without thinking how's my belly looking, am I stinky?, Does I clean?, Where's I put the condoms, a lot of questions going through my head distractting me and makes it harder to be spontaneous

All of this questions raised from the gay scene itself ,also from homo movies in which everyone looks amazing,in shape even he acts the insecure lonely guy . This gap frasturating our imagination about sex , love and acceptance .