I'm sleeping on the couch after an argument in dutch I didn't understand but I can clearly figure out that I'm not allowed to sleep in the bed with them.
The limits, that's the wall i face Everytime to realize I'm the 3rd guy who join for fun , the sex was great and it was rough AF but I can smell that one of them don't like that I'm here.
He is avoiding me even in sex he was so cold but I wanna say to him I'll not gonna stole your man by pushing him to fuck or touching him , i can see it in his eyes that I'm a threat to him.
On the other hand the other guy who is the superior owning the house and everything show a huge interest in me ignoring his BF at all , even when I talk about how his BF avoiding me he replies :
don't worry , that's his nature
Being intimate with a guy in front of his BF on the same couch was weird and for a moment i pissed off for him, I felt like I'm having something don't belong to me.
The intimacy way he huged me in front of him while i was watching the other become nervous moving his legs quickly was one of the weirdest moments i got through.
Having a things like that makes me feel I'm not enough to be the guy who sleep in the bed d, being the first priority or deciding ,I'll always be the guy who sneak in or out and sleep on the couch because he is sexy or hot or his ethnicity is especial.
I'll sleep but what is stuck in my head is the girl behind the guy on the bike at summer night
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